Days of misery ; I am sick ):

For these past three days , i was really sick .
Down with a flu for the first day , Fever and flu for the second day , Vomiting and flu and fever for today.
How i wish boyfriend was here to look after me but it isn't his fault .
Its me who can't come out , i am stuck with parents until next week .

I remember the last day i spent with boyfriend , we went to catch a movie ; IP Man .
He is so crazy over that show , until i really give in to him .
I really don't understand how can he watch this kind of violent show .
I watch the show until i kept using his hand to cover my eyes , and he kept saying the best part is when they fight .
Well , the gross part is when they fight alright & its a true story .
Than boyfriend sent me to pasir ris to meet some friends to give them their stuff .
& the worst part is i injured my leg and i just kept crying and crying .
Boyfriend kept wiping off my tears , asking me not to cry .
After giving the bagpack to heidi , boyfriend ride me home .

Missing him so much these few days .
For this week , i only saw him once .
& school is going to reopen le . I just feel so shag out .

Its getting way too deep ;

You have given me everything (:

Well , went out to meet boyfriend & have lunch with him at Bugis .

Somehow suprise boyfriend in a way , than went to meet amanda & we did some christmas shopping .

And i just found out , i am almost broke .

Can't do much shopping anymore , shop with amanda the whole day , than we met up with Chin Seng .

Lets just let you all see a short conversation with me and amanda .

Amanda : Where can buy the long wallet for my mother ?

Mau : OG .

Amanda : Where can buy that kind of Polo T-shirt which got pocket at the side for my father ?

Mau : OG .

Later at night ~

Amanda : You know where got jeans for my father derrhh ?

Mau : Levis .

Amanda : Not so expensive larrhh .

Mau : OG .

Amanda : =.= , OG again ??? You promoting for OG harrhh ?

Mau : Lols .

Seriously , i find this conversation really funny .

Maybe is because boyfriend is working at OG and i felt that OG provide almost everything .

And boyfriend is sick and is all because of me .

Pick up boyfriend from work & we bust down to City Hall to meet amanda and chin seng .

Was suppose to catch a movie but amanda was dumb enough , she could not find the cinema . :x

So there were no movie to catch , end up having dinner with boyfriend and amanda and chin seng .

Than we went to eat icecream , never fails to be my favourite dessert .

Than we bust our way back home .

He's the drug that run through me

I am so afraid to lose you .

I slept at 6am yesterday , cause i really don't wish to have anymore nightmares .

play-ed LaTale with sister & boyfriend till that time , than went to bed .

Set my alarm at 12pm but i receive quite a few phone calls from my friends , wishing me goodluck .

I seriously need all the luck i could get .

Went to school around 2pm , met amanda , Sabrina , Samuel , ChinSeng & other friends too .

I know you all want to know my results right ? Alright ; I Passed (:

I scored 9 points , even though it is boderline , i am still glad that i pass .

At least my parents are happy which means i have nothing to worry about .

Boyfriend came to pick me up from school .

Than we went to Tampines to have our lunch , than he sent me home .

I rest awhile & got myself prepared to go out again .

Boyfriend came to pick me up at 7.30pm than we bust to E-hub to catch a movie , "Bolt" .

He has always wanted to watch this show , just like any other small kids .

& obviously now i am home (:

Kwa Yan Hui ; Must tell The Straits Times that i am your friend ;

and congrats on all the distinctions (:

& boyfriend said the sweetest damn thing to me , "Anyway baby you look beautiful today "

Thanks to the dress sister allowed me to wear .

Having really bad nightmares ; ):

I have been really scared these few days .

having really bad nightmares , i kept dreaming that i failed my "N" levels .

kept waking up in the middle of the night ; perspiring in cold sweat .

Definetly you guys might think i am exaggerating . Well , i am not .

I am so freaked out about tomorrow even though i know boyfriend would be there to pick me up ;

& believed that he would cheer me up if i did badly .

But is not boyfriend who i am worried about , is my parents .

They would be really unhappy with me if i failed but i have no confidence in myself .

I hate books , i hate to study , i hate to go to school .

& this is what i am but my parents don't want to accept it .

I just hope i could pass my "N" levels , just get into secondary 5 would be alright with me .

So i would still be able to go out with my friends & boyfriend before the holidays end .

Alright , enough of those troubles i had ;

I woke up around 1.45pm ; as there were many phone calls ;

than used the computer awhile ; quarreled with daddy about tomorrow ;

than we went to sakae sushi to have dinner & also to celebrate sister's birthday ;

than we did some shopping on household stuffs ; than we headed home ;

Oh God ; I am so freaked out about tomorrow ;

Stop those nightmares of mine ;

Your actions proved everything

Baby ; iloveyou

Hmmmmmmmmmm ;

I woke up at 12.30pm today ; got myself prepared to meet boyfriend ;

He came all the way down to tampines to meet me ; He could have just waited for me at somerset as we are catching our movie there ;

He simply made me the happiest girl on earth ; His actions proved everything to me ;

Maybe you all feel that i am easily satisfied ; I totally agree ; thats the way i am ;

Just small simple things that he did ; can make me smile all the way ;

He gives me a sense of security ; crack some jokes to me when i am afraid ;

I simply love him with all of my heart ;

Alright ; i will stop bragging about him ;

After we reach cineleisure ; we went to buy tickets for our movie ; " Twlight "

than we walked to Far East Plaza to have our lunch ;

Than boyfriend's friend call him to do stuff & it is kinda important ; So me and boyfriend bust back to Admiralty ;

Went to boyfriend's house to wait till 6pm ; than boyfriend ride to do his stuff ;

Both of us felt quite lazy to bust back to town to catch the movie ; so after boyfriend did his stuff ;

We met up with sebas & his friend ; we went for dinner ; than we bust to sembawang to catch a movie ;

And we watch " Twlight " ; the movie is very romantic ; it is a must catch movie ;

After the movie ; it was around 11.15pm ; so boyfriend sent me home ;

iloveyou is not a simple word to say ;

but in front of you ; i just want to confessed all my feelings to you ;

i want to be honest to you & hope you would do the same too ;

Stallon Cheong Wei Ming ; imissyou & iloveyou ; ♥

BORED !

141208 !♥

Hellllllooooooooooooo myyyyyyyy readddeerrrrsssss ! ♥
I have nothing to do right now ;
Basically i stayed at home the whole day ; woke up almost around 2pm ;
cause mummy made lunch ; watch television while eating ;
Today ; the things i did was watching television ; eat ; slack & use computer ;
kinda lazy ; i knew that already ;

Now i simply can't wait for tuesday ;
i am meeting my petrina lovelove ; and she's meeting boyfriend's friend ;
Of course ; i am meeting my boyfriend too ;
And for tomorrow ; daddy asked me to stay at home ;
the plumber is coming tomorrow to fix our tap ; gonna be bored at home again ;

Stallon ;
imissyou ; iloveyou

You seems to be everything ♥

121208 !♥

Okay ; I know i have not been blogging for almost 2 weeks ? ;

and my friends are complaning ; saying that my blog really looks dead ;

I have just been crazy and playing my new game ; LaTale ;

is a really fun game ; something like maple ; but the pathetic thing is ; they still do not have a-cash for this game ;

The a-cash of this game is not sold in singapore ; quite pathetic ;

I kept playing this game with boyfriend tiill 6 or 7 in the morning ; totally crazy over it ;

But today ; i push myself to get up from bed ;

to meet boyfriend ; it feel likes its been years since i last saw him ;

Just got the feeling that i miss him so much ; suppose to meet him nearby his house at 11am ;

but due to me sleeping at 7am ; i could not make myself wake up at 9am to get myself prepared ;

I woke up around 10am ; lazy to take a bus to his house ; so i wasted money & cab down ;

reach boyfriend house around 11am ; than slept till 4pm in the afternoon ;

felt really shag the moment i woke up ; than we bust to Jurong Point to have our dinner ;

I was suppose to meet Jas at Jurong Point to collect my bags that i bought from her ;

but something crop up in-between ; so instead of meeting her ; i met Nelson ;

Got my bags around 8pm ; than we bust back to woodlands ;

Boyfriend had to do some stuff ; so he end up reaching back his house around 9.30pm ;

slack at his house till 10pm ; than he sent me home ;

The worst thing that happen to me is ; when i tried to get off boyfriend's motorbike ;

I fell down ;

& i kept thinking about my N lvl results ; it just seems to be coming so fast ;

But with boyfriend by my side ; i feel so damn secure ;

Boyfriend ; i love you very much ;

You are simply the world's best thing that happen to me ;

What can i do without you ?♥